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[Nov. 5th, 2009 | 01:23 pm] |
i keep grinning to myself today. i think im really in a good mood. heehee.
can i like blog about my entire week since sunday? there's so many things i wanna share. or rather i wanna remember.
or release the happy emotions out of me. :))
i havent blogged in such detail for quite some time. and i think im gonna sound very long winded. but whatever really.
sunday.
i really dreaded sunday cuz i had to attend a wedding dinner, and i kept psychoing myself to fall sick on sunday so i dun have to attend. well, obviously it didnt work and i went all the same. when we arrived and looked at the wedding photos, my second sister and i were like, she really looks like my older sister. and we kept giggling the entire night about how my sister look like the bride who happens to be my cousin. and my sister was like, oh actually we look a little alike. come on, if you think that you yourself look like someone, can u imagine how much you must look like the person? even the two random people who were at the same table with us said that to my elder sister. haha. but den again, after this wedding, its my elder sis's wedding alr. im quite sad actually. like my sister is moving out already. im starting to miss her already. sigh.
talking about it, wow i miss my second sister man. the last time i talked to her was sunday night. i shall go home earlier after cg just to talk to her. haha. and allow her to irritate me. :)
monday
i really fell sick. :(
tuesday
i cant believe that i went to west coast to study with jingwen and den dragged mingfu from habourfront to go to west coast with me to accompany jingwen. i think the three of us are mad! well, obviously after mingfu arrived, we couldnt study and concentrate much. or rather jingwen cant. so we ended up wasting those few hours.
WEDNESDAY!
this is like the happiest day of the week for me.
i was having my usual wednesday blues.... and i was so bored at work seriously. den jingwen called me at 5plus to ask me to go shopping. i dunno why i said ok and arrived close to 8. i felt so bad seriously. but anyway thats not the main point. we walked around and i finally bought something for jiayi for her 21st birthday. haha. i wanted to go home and pass it to her another day. but i really got quite excited and happy that i called her immediately.
Me: Jiayi, am i disturbing you? where are you? can i pass you some stuff now? its pretty important.
JY: what is it? are you okay? i meet you at kembangan?
upon arriving, she is still at pp and she havent even got on e cab. i was a little anxious cuz i promised to bring sunkist orange juice home for my sister and i asked her to wait for me and not sleep. haha.
finally at 1030, jiayi arrives and she was so surprised that it was s dog or a hamster i wanted her to keep. i was like WTH! why would you think i will pass you a hamster?
after that we kind of spend some time at her place. i dunno why too. i thought i was supp to go home. but whatever.
i think i really had a nice and warm time at her place.
about why yakult reminds me of her. or how i taught her how to dry her skirt in secondary school.
seriously, i dunno how we talked to 2plus in the morning.
and she forced me to take her money to cab home. wth. her house is so near mine only please.
i got home and found that my main door was partially open. i was so scared i told jiayi. i think someone broke into my house leh!
haha i think im so stupid now that i think back.
well, even though i had less den 6 hours of sleep, but still, im really happy and energetic today.
i think its really a very nice feeling to have such a special friend in my life.
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[Nov. 3rd, 2009 | 04:17 pm] |
Indeed if we never experience the pain of the wrong decisions, we will never celebrate wisdom.
i have made far too many wrong decisions, and experiencing the consequences of a lot of them. namely 3 more serious or maybe i should say more recent mistakes since i begin a new life.
but its okay!
now i really learn how to think twice before i make a decision, and like how it will affect me in future.
i will be wiser. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2009 | 01:12 am] |
its been more than 1.25 years since the last time i actually cried.
out of frustration and anger that seems to be directed more to myself.
but each time I LET IT HAPPEN, the change that takes place in me is amazing.
my attitude towards things, people and life in general changes.
i felt like i grew up by 2 years in one night.
but anyway today was a funny day. can you imagine seeing a cockroach when you're bathing in the same cubicle as you.
okay, not really cubicle, but so damn close to you. like you can stretch out your hand and its there. its not even that far. haha.
will you scream? or leave e bathroom immediately? i think reactions of people afraid of cockroaches are hilarious.
but den again, if i see a rat when im bathing, i will scream and probably run out naked. i dun care man, i just dun want to be near a rat.
hahs. |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009 | 02:06 pm] |
lj seems pretty useless now that there's such a thing called twitter.
not that i tweet a lot, but i reduce blogging a lot more.
i like twitter and so should you.
if you dont have a twitter, should get a life and get one.
haha. i think its cuz weedupmynose updates there more, you really know a bit bit more about her. :)
but anyway, im going to eat sushi tonight. i cant believe myself.
i havent put a sushi into my mouth for almost 2 years i believe.
i dunno how i manage to go for quite a few sushi buffets in the past and grew up hating sushi now that im no longer a teen.
but i have decided, i shall give sushi another chance. haha. yar right. |
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[Oct. 18th, 2009 | 02:34 am] |
nobody can understand the turmoil thats going on inside your heart.
everybody walked through different paths, and have their own struggles.
keep pressing in, and breakthrough victoriously.
Dont give in to failure. Dont give up on trying.
Take away the self-discouragement.
And success is and victory is on its way. |
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[Oct. 17th, 2009 | 10:47 pm] |
Happy Birthday PJ.
i love you as much as you love me. haha. and that is a whole hell lot. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2009 | 12:07 pm] |
i realise. i am not so emo anymore. im much much much happier den i have been for a long long time. wow. it surprise even myself. heehee.
oh oh something happened that is quite retarded this morning.
my dad kept saying my mum is so outdated.
it started when i came down for breakfast with the family. Nothing will ever beat family ties man seriously. They just love you even if ure e worst person on earth.
my mother was like, you're going to work with ure hair so messy? and my dad was like, it is meant to be. you outdated la. last time everyone like the hair to be neat, now they like it to look messy.
haha i laughed like crazy. cuz i didnt expect my dad to be so uh hum. "fashionable".
they are so cute la seriously. my parents. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2009 | 02:07 am] |
Have i ever mentioned how much i love smurfs?
i think they are so adorable.
haha damn random. but i saw them when i was surfing the net and it reminded me how crazy i am for smurfs.
i really really really love smurfs!!!!!!!!
very few things can make me smile the way smurfs do. wahaha. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2009 | 12:47 am] |
im trapped in a road path that has been determined for me.
ever since the day i said yes to my dad,
i should have known there is no escape from this route.
where im trapped in a career path that is not of my choice.
where im already tied down to.
days without day offs, days that makes no difference to nights.
days where i have to work 16 hours a day.
at the age of 20, it has been determined for me to step down this path.
that i can never turn back from. sigh.
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[Oct. 1st, 2009 | 10:18 am] |
i was telling my friend about the tremor i felt yesterday and this morning.
and i guess this earthquake thing only happens in SEA. People in the west dun get it at all.
and she was telling me about this thing called freezing rain.
where the rain turns into ice and falls.
ouch. i was just wondering, if u cant find cover,
wont that be like being stoned?
so scary. she say it dents cars cuz they fall down like golf size ice.
hmmmm.
2 More Days. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009 | 11:33 am] |
lower levels of social acceptance as young teens tended to have a higher risk of serious health issues as adults
the study found that: - Children who were the least popular and powerful at school were more than four times as likely to require hospital treatment for hormonal, nutritional and metabolic diseases as their most popular and powerful classmates.
- They were more than twice as likely to develop mental health and behavioral problems, including suicide attempts and self-harm.
- They were more than five times as likely to be admitted for unintentional poisoning.
- They were also significantly more likely to develop drug and alcohol dependency problems, and nine times more likely to develop heart disease.
Stress physically harms the body and people who feel bad often try to comfort themselves with potentially self-destructive behaviors, such as smoking, over-eating and substance abuse.
i thought it was pretty educational. :)
i cant wait to get my copy of kiss me kate ep. thank you miss leong!!!
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[Sep. 30th, 2009 | 05:11 am] |
Due to i dunno what reasons, i cant seem to fall asleep these days which gets me really tired in the day.
i dont even take afternoon naps for goodness sake.
and i am on this tvb drought, which means i have no shows to accompany me through this lonely nights. sigh.
Dearest God, i just want to have a decent sleep. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2009 | 06:04 pm] |
i cant believe i slept for almost 20 hours yesterday since i got home from school. that is how tired i was from all the studying.
slept from 12pm to 8am this morning. isnt it amazing?!
haha.
i just realise its 10 more days till ure back! faster come back and take away all my boredom and loneliness.
3rd of october. i really cant wait till u r back. but no, stop screaming into my ear. it is irritating!
one friend back, another friend away. its pretty sad isnt it.
and my friend, i will see you on th 31st of dec when im back!
and i shall sneak my food and eat my curry puff when u r singing k.
and we wont be surprised by the touch screen. :)
is it really true that if my best is not number one, den my best is really not enough?
i dun really know, but Dr Bernard says once When you run from the battle, you qualify for captivity.
i was quite inspired. hope it inspires you too. :)
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[Sep. 21st, 2009 | 05:33 am] |
I am so proud of myself for the fact that i have just finished studying. haha can finally start on e stupid assignment that is due on tuesday.
stupid assignments that stop me from enjoying life.
i have so much to say but yet nothing comes out when i am in front of the computer.
that is what twitter is supposed to be for? hmmm.
thank you for making me see things in a different light that i have never thought of before. :) |
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[Sep. 10th, 2009 | 03:46 pm] |
i need to stop watching all my tvb shows for now.
omg im really terrible.
You cannot imagine, on top of all my work and studies.
ive watched like... let me count at least 8 dramas in this one month alone. wth.
counting all the episodes, its like 246 episodes in one month = 11,070 mins = 184.5 hr = 7.7 days.
i spent more den a quarter of my time watching dramas. how could that be?!
and that doesnt even include the variety shows im watching. and the shows that are playing on tv now.
i dont know what kind of mental stress im going through that i have to watch so many shows to destress.
i really need to stop watching shows anymore.
i shall stop watching any shows till.....
sunday.
haha. its quite an achievement if i can even last till den.
i think i spend so much time watching shows that i dont even even spend as much time sleeping.
i shall use the time to study instead. shall produce terrific results if i reallocate this time.
was damn bored just now so i decided to take a break from work and start to count nonsense. duh.
i was watching this hk talent show (something similar to idol) called the voice.
OMG. those idiots are so damn talented. their voices are like what i never hear. and im thinking.
how is it possible hk has this kind of talent when they have 7 mil people and spore dont have when we have 4mil?
we should have half of the people with that kind of talent wad.
11 years old, 14 years old and 16 years old singing, and i was so impressed by their talent.
i finished 7 episodes in one day. thats like 7 hours.
damn, its back to the counting hours and days again.
shall get back to work. :) |
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[Sep. 9th, 2009 | 04:58 pm] |
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rachel is coming back on the 3rd of next month! yay! im super happy! i havent seen her for the longest time. :))
and she is back to celebrate my birthday with me. haha!
i promise i will spend all e free time i can spare with you until you go back.
haha, that is if you have the time. :) |
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[Sep. 7th, 2009 | 11:53 pm] |
i believe everyone already know. i lost my stupid wallet on thursday night after cg and realised it on friday night. STOOPID.
but i feel so loved. everyone is comforting me.
i shall go to hong kong and buy the gucci wallet back. :)
thank you Jehanne and Yilin. the both of them are so SWEEEEEEEEEEET. they bought my favourite chips and drinks and chocs to cheer me up cuz they know i was emo. haha.
so nice of them. i really love them la. like no matter how i mia or ignore them, they are always so nice to me.
its friends like them that makes my life feel soooooooo good. even though jehanne always says i break her heart.
and she likes to do that sign to me.
i will never break your heart JEHANNE!
stop giving yilin and me the ugly faces.
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[Sep. 2nd, 2009 | 07:53 pm] |
wow. i have been getting so bored of charmaine and myo. i mean my blog background.
so with my disgusting bad photoshop skills, i managed to make a new one out of taro. :)
happy. it looks damn squeezy with so many pictures, but i was really reluctant to even leave one picture out.
this is how i spent my wednesday evening at work. :))
shall go home and be a good girl. study sociology.
im in a good mood! |
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| 3 gruelling weeks of work, study life |
[Aug. 31st, 2009 | 10:30 am] |
wow. its about the end of august so soon. 4 more months to the end of the year.
have just decided that i will come back on the 30th of dec to celebrate the coming of the new year with my family.
and yilin.
i sound like im going away for a few months.
but no la, im just very happy and excited abt hk, with the jokers. hopefully there will be 3 jokers to accompany me.
i can safely tell you now that work and study is no joke.
its one of the toughest and most tiring thing to do in this world.
just these 2 alone is enough to kill your time everyday.
and den when you add friends, family and church to your world, you get the picture.
that is when i am forced to prioritise.
which exactly is more important.
It is times like this that i feel like giving up certain portions of church, but of cuz i wun.
God is forever, my no 1 priority.
Oh speaking of church, vincent, angel and henry got baptised last week. lucky people. i cant even get baptised till next year or 2011.
but congrats to them anyway. :) even though i wasnt there cuz my sister planned this family trip to dunno do what in msia. i think she just wanna go in and eat seafood.
im too tired these days to even come online to blog. other den today at work.
my home is almost like a hotel to me already.
yawns. till i finally decide to get down to uploading photos. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009 | 11:56 am] |
omg i keep seeing these 2 faces. haha! but im not complaining. im not ok jehanne im not.
i love to spend more time with yilin before she flies all e way back. haha.
but i think the 3 of us seem to be like 3 old women who cant stay the night up on last friday after UP, and who was so sleepy by 1am but still playing poker.
So why do we still wanna stay up till so late? cuz we are mad, and we are insane idiots who got nothing better to do.
the muscle ache from the beer carrying. the hour long journey to walk from city hall to padang. the stupid pictures taken at all different angles. the two little comedians performing for themselves, the peking duck!!! and the beer spilled mat which i stepped on. plus 6 gorgeous ladies. That roughly sums up 17th Aug 2009.
on a side note, i just realised i have quite some pictures to put up. omg. okok. now im reminded. i know you are waiting for me to upload your photos. Give me some time ok?
maybe i shall do it. i shall upload all the photos from service at Singapore Indoor Stadium (which was donkey weeks ago), to the kbox and seafood outing, to the saturday service that peggie and my beloved sister graduated from SOT. damnit.
I should probably upload after the night cycling this friday. and upload all into one album. haha. im damn lazy, but i dun care already. |
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